June 5, 2003

Personal post alert!

Reading through Ooma's archives reminded me of myself - maybe a couple years ago - maybe now. I am one of those hopeless romantics - I write long, desperately loving letters to my husband when I have to be away from him. I have written my share of crappy poems and still do, occasionally. I have an extremely fertile imagination and can day-dream myself to death :)

Note: Only the good tyhings in the post apply to Ooma! I wouldn't wish my craziness on any one :p Oh, and we DO like you, Ooma! :)

Most of all, I think I have an enormous capacity to love - I am passionate about being in love - kinda explains why I was dating since I got into High School, till I found my man in Engineering College. I know that each of the people I dated, I loved them like they were my everything. Call me a fool, but I loved each and every single one of them with my all. I betrayed some and some betrayed me, but the love was always consummate and completely focused on the person in question.

I might have scared a few people with the mad intensity of my emotions :) I may have suffocated a few in the relationships with me. Now when I think back, I chalk some of it down to immaturity and insecurity. I wasn't confident enough in myself or settled enough in my skin to take the world on, on my terms. I still give my all to the person I am in love with - the difference now, is that I know how to be loved back the same way :)

Posted by shanti at June 5, 2003 3:03 PM

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I didn’t you could be so, well, girlish! :tongue3:

Posted by: Niraj at June 5, 2003 8:21 PM




LOL, now do you know why don’t like venturing into the personal post land? :beam:

Posted by: Shanti at June 6, 2003 6:42 AM




It refreshing to hear that someone can be like that. To many times people hold back in fear of getting hurt and end up causing just as much pain.

Posted by: Pete at June 10, 2003 7:48 AM




Thanks, Pete - (un)fortunately, I am just incapable of holding back - it must be a genetic thing :)

Posted by: Shanti at June 10, 2003 9:12 AM




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